Sunday, April 24, 2005
blogging for saturday, 23rd april 2005ehh. anthony and i made eye contact and then *kaching!*
HE WAS HINTING ABOUT adorable. no, adorable is only a friend, more of a sister, thank you. no words mentioned, everything heard.
then it got kind of complicated. anthony read reeve s mind. gave him advice. but he refused to think about it. so we left him to stuff the whole chicken chop into his mouth while we talked.
anthonys so jaded... its tiring to be nice, to help others.. then for his case, since he can totally read ppls minds he knows exactly when you need help and what kind of help you need, he mentioned it became a 'habit' to be nice, so hes practically helping everyone around.
not everyone appreciates his help, not everyone remembers hes only human, he has his own problems. and it seems like no one can help him with his own problems.
since he knew i was gonna follow in his footsteps if i continued this way, he gave me 2 hours of his life.
this weekend, he ll decide to be good or bad for life. hes sick of being nice, but if he decides to be it, then hes gonna stick to it. but if he dont... then..
i very much want him to stay good. but who am i to say that, when i myself face the same problem?
so is it better to be naive, or able to read ppl s minds? ive still got a lot of thinking to do. shereen and reeve s problem, condrey and that gurl, anthony, and my own stupid life.
so what now? do i stop using my brains, or continue walking in his footsteps? i prefer the latter... even though its a sad skill to have..
xoxo
joce-lyn
1:43 AM
